A podcast for the still-figuring-it-out

Spiritual,maybeReligious.

Two women, two paths,
one wildly honest conversation about faith, doubt, and everything in between.

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Two paths · One mic

We’re not here to convince you. We’re here to think out loud with you.

Adeola
  • Systems engineer
  • Full-stack developer
  • Tinkerer
  • Painter
  • Question-asker

I take things apart to understand them. Faith was no exception.

Rebecca
  • Full-stack developer
  • Unpaid therapist
  • Logical thinker
  • Genuinely fun

If something doesn't hold up to questioning, maybe it wasn't holding me up either.

Whether you grew up in church, mosque, temple, or nothing at all — whether you’ve been burned by religion or you’re quietly questioning everything — you’re not alone. We’re approaching this differently. Curious. Honest. Together.

Adeola & Rebecca
New episodes when the spirit moves us

The conversations.

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Episode artwork — Ep6: Dear Younger Me (ft. Leke)
06Latest · APR 06

Ep6: Dear Younger Me (ft. Leke)

In this episode, we're joined by Leke for a conversation we've all been avoiding — what would our younger selves think of us now? We talk about growing up in church, the distance between who we were and who we've become. If your younger self would side-eye your current relationship with God, this one's for you.

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Ep 5: Faith, Questions and Building a Bible Companion

ScriptureFaithDoubt
MAR 09 · 18 min
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Ep 4: When Faith Feels Heavy

FaithDoubtTheology
DEC 12 · 27 min
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Ep 3: Unity Is Not Uniformity (ft. James)

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JUL 28 · 33 min
From the inbox

The notes that keep us going.

Felt like a conversation I've been needing for years.

Listener · Apple Podcasts

Two women asking the questions everyone's afraid to.

Listener · Spotify

I drove the long way home just to finish the episode.

@kindof_holy

Honest, weird, warm — finally a faith podcast that doesn't make me cringe.

Listener · Apple Podcasts

It's like therapy if your therapist also wondered about God.

@stilltrying

I sent this to my mom. We talked for three hours.

Listener · YouTube

Felt like a conversation I've been needing for years.

Listener · Apple Podcasts

Two women asking the questions everyone's afraid to.

Listener · Spotify

I drove the long way home just to finish the episode.

@kindof_holy

Honest, weird, warm — finally a faith podcast that doesn't make me cringe.

Listener · Apple Podcasts

It's like therapy if your therapist also wondered about God.

@stilltrying

I sent this to my mom. We talked for three hours.

Listener · YouTube

Felt like a conversation I've been needing for years.

Listener · Apple Podcasts

Two women asking the questions everyone's afraid to.

Listener · Spotify

I drove the long way home just to finish the episode.

@kindof_holy

Honest, weird, warm — finally a faith podcast that doesn't make me cringe.

Listener · Apple Podcasts

It's like therapy if your therapist also wondered about God.

@stilltrying

I sent this to my mom. We talked for three hours.

Listener · YouTube
The journal

Things we wrote between episodes.

Journal5 min read

Journal 004 — there's an episode we didn't post

He has the recording. He never edited it. He never posted it. And I never followed up. The truth is I am not sure I want that episode to see the light of day.

Adeola
Apr 30, 2026
Journal4 min read

Journal 003 — His God and mine

I think your God might be different from my God and I do not know what to do with that.

Adeola
Apr 23, 2026
Journal1 min read

Journal 004 — I think I've been passive

Paying attention got me here. But attention without surrender is a very polite kind of unbelief.

Rebecca
Apr 16, 2026
Journal3 min read

Journal 002 — Is this just laziness?

I keep saying spirituality matters to me. I keep not making it tangible. Is this just laziness?

Adeola
Apr 02, 2026
Journal1 min read

Journal 003 — this didn't sit right with me

I used to think the flag was rebellion. I'm starting to think it might be discernment. Still figuring out the difference.

Rebecca
Mar 19, 2026
Journal3 min read

Journal 001 — I am the coworker

The pastor was talking about people who don't deserve their blessings. I sat there and realized I was the other one.

Adeola
Mar 08, 2026
Journal1 min read

Journal 002 — something about being too open

Openness without discernment is just a door that doesn't close. And in the spiritual sense, that's not faith.

Rebecca
Feb 12, 2026
Journal1 min read

Journal 001 — paying attention to what I let in

I used to think prayer was the first thing I did in the morning. It isn't. Hasn't been for a long time.

Rebecca
Jan 15, 2026
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