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We’re not here to convince you. We’re here to think out loud with you.
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“I take things apart to understand them. Faith was no exception.”
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“If something doesn't hold up to questioning, maybe it wasn't holding me up either.”
Whether you grew up in church, mosque, temple, or nothing at all — whether you’ve been burned by religion or you’re quietly questioning everything — you’re not alone. We’re approaching this differently. Curious. Honest. Together.
The conversations.
The notes that keep us going.
Things we wrote between episodes.
Journal 004 — there's an episode we didn't post
He has the recording. He never edited it. He never posted it. And I never followed up. The truth is I am not sure I want that episode to see the light of day.
Journal 003 — His God and mine
I think your God might be different from my God and I do not know what to do with that.
Journal 004 — I think I've been passive
Paying attention got me here. But attention without surrender is a very polite kind of unbelief.
Journal 002 — Is this just laziness?
I keep saying spirituality matters to me. I keep not making it tangible. Is this just laziness?
Journal 003 — this didn't sit right with me
I used to think the flag was rebellion. I'm starting to think it might be discernment. Still figuring out the difference.
Journal 001 — I am the coworker
The pastor was talking about people who don't deserve their blessings. I sat there and realized I was the other one.
Journal 002 — something about being too open
Openness without discernment is just a door that doesn't close. And in the spiritual sense, that's not faith.
Journal 001 — paying attention to what I let in
I used to think prayer was the first thing I did in the morning. It isn't. Hasn't been for a long time.
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