The journal

Things we wrote between episodes.

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Journal 006 — I meant what I said

The more I talk to you, the farther from Christianity I feel. That sentence was not rhetorical. It was a status report.

Journal 005 — two kinds of trust

I was thinking about trust at a sermon about trust. The room was full of one kind and my head was full of another.

Journal 004 — there's an episode we didn't post

He has the recording. He never edited it. He never posted it. And I never followed up. The truth is I am not sure I want that episode to see the light of day.

Journal 003 — His God and mine

I think your God might be different from my God and I do not know what to do with that.

Journal 002 — Is this just laziness?

I keep saying spirituality matters to me. I keep not making it tangible. Is this just laziness?

Journal 001 — I am the coworker

The pastor was talking about people who don't deserve their blessings. I sat there and realized I was the other one.

Adeola

Mar 08, 2026

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